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I've disappeared to a far away place.
No one knows I am here.
I have an empty mind that allows me only to speak and remember long ago,
when I had a family and dreams.
Now I cant remember what those things were and what fun is.
People say i am crazy.
I am there physically,
But I am here mentally.
No one to comfort me,
No one to say it is just a bad dream.
I never wanted to disappear but,
I believe things happen for a reason.
That God makes everyone have a purpose.
But what is my purpose.
What do I have to do?
Blank eyes stare at that phone
Waiting for that one call.
People say stand tall
I can't. I feel like stone.
*Phone rings :: Pick up :: Talking :: Hang up on him :: Cry*
Tears stream down my hot cheeks
Above black clouds form.
My mind like a flooded creek
Clouds letting loosea horrid storm.
Slowly slipping away
I can't take this pain.
My body has become over bearingly vain.
These feelings, they cannont stay.
no title as of now
These feelings chill to bone.
Your voice so empty over the phone.
Fears ripping my mind to pieces,
Like ravenous wolves.
I wish I was just left alone,
Never given a heart of stone.
I wonder "where is the snooze button on life."
Breathe In, Breathe Out
Random thoughts jumping about.
Feeling burnt on the inside.
I stare into those eyes.
In you I can never confide.
Breathe In, Breathe Out
How could I ever trust in you!
A new skin growing,
Striving to not be you,
Like a dove i spread my wings.
Soaring away from pain.
i can finally trust others again.
Look at what you've done.
You've fed my parasite.
All the anger you've caused,
Feeds it well.
Where did that side of you spawn?
So caring and gentle yet,
Another so harsh and cold.
There is no more endless fun.
Now only fights.
Between us there is a long pause.
All good memories fall.
I stumble like a newborn fawn.
This is what i do not get:
Why has your soul been sold?
**NOTE: can you figure out the ryhme schem?**
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